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So, taking a break from using my journal as my own personal lyric wiki. I am, as ill-advised as it may be, signing up for LFWS.

But Jessica, what is LFWS you ask?

Well, LFWS stands for Last Fiction Writer Standing. It will be NCIS themed and I am fairly nervous about it. I don't do a whole lot of fanfic writing, as much as I love it. That is generally because whenever I have time to write fanfics I could be writing posts for whatever rpg I am currently a part of. But seeing as my last board tanked and I've only just started on my new board I went from four characters to one leaving me with a lot more time to write other things.

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Katharine McPhee- Brand New Key


I rode my bicycle past your window last night

I roller-skated to your door at daylight

it almost seems like you’re avoiding me

I’m okay alone but you got something I need

 

well I got a brand new pair of roller-skates

you’ve got a brand new key

I think that we should get together

and try them on you see

 

I been looking around the world

you got something for me

well I got a brand new pair of roller-skates

you’ve got a brand new key

 

I ride my bike, roller-skate, don’t drive no car

don't go too fast but I go pretty far

for somebody who don’t drive

I’ve been all around the world

some people say I’ve done alright for a girl

 

well I got a brand new pair of roller-skates

you’ve got a brand new key

I think that we should get together

and try them on you see

 

I been looking around the world

you got something for me

well I got a brand new pair of roller-skates

you’ve got a brand new key

 

I asked your mother if you were at home

she said yes but you weren’t alone

sometimes I think you’re avoiding me

I’m okay alone but you got something I need

 

well I got a brand new pair of roller-skates

you’ve got a brand new key

I think that we should get together

and try them on you see

 

oh I got a brand new pair of roller-skates

you’ve got a brand new key

I got a brand new pair of roller-skates

you’ve got a brand new key


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Katharine McPhee- Unbroken

I lay beside you, I can’t sleep

and you don’t even know about me

back is turned over the way

and you don’t even know these tears are falling

 

and all my life and all this time

my love for you has added up to this

 

it’s unbroken, unbroken, unbroken

 

I’ve lost two thousand silent screams

coming down this brutal mountain

I’m here to try again standing in the light

from the darkness

 

and all my life and all my time

and all the hurting and all the working

it’s somehow made my stronger in the end

 

it’s unbroken, unbroken, unbroken

 

and all my life and all this time

and all the praying and all the needing

and all the meaning

it somehow makes us better in the end

 

it’s unbroken, unbroken, unbroken

it’s unbroken, unbroken, unbroken

it’s unbroken, unbroken, unbroken


it’s unbroken, unbroken, unbroken


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Katharine McPhee- Lifetime


breathe, breathe, breathe before you get old

sing, sing, sing a song that you know

sleep, sleep, sleep with someone you love

let them know you do, that you really do

 

hold them tight and don’t forget

differences are differences

all the dreams in life that you’ve been letting go

blink and then you’ll miss it and you’ll never know

 

this could be the moment that turns into a lifetime

 

give, give, give of yourself

live, live, live better than well

do, do, do all that you can do

love them like you want

someone to love you too

 

highs and lows will come your way

there’s no need to be afraid

all the dreams in life that you’ve been letting go

blink and then you’ll miss it and you’ll never know

 

this could be the moment that turns into a lifetime

 

and always remember that

your brighter days are up ahead

no regrets…

 

squeeze them tight and don’t forget

differences are differences

all the dreams in life that you’ve been letting go

blink and then you’ll miss it and you’ll never know

 

this could be the moment, this could be the moment

that turns into a lifetime


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Katharine McPhee- Anybody's Heart


it’s a great big world to a scared little girl

if you’d smile just right no knows you just might

have a heart full of pain

and a soul that can’t rain

and a stomach full of butterflies

 

all that I wanted was to just feel safe

safe in your arms…

 

say I didn’t mean to

say I wouldn’t understand

but it’s time you say something

god knows it’s the one thing I need

and the heart you broke, no,

it wasn’t just anybody’s heart

 

so I bit my nails and I held my breath

and I said I’m fine, yeah, I did my best

but you can’t tell me you never knew the truth

of all the fear I felt, how I worried about you

 

all that I wanted was to just feel safe

safe in your arms…

 

say I didn’t mean to

say I wouldn’t understand

but it’s time you say something

god knows it’s the one thing I need

and the heart you broke, no,

it wasn’t just anybody’s heart

 

I was yours, I was yours

and the heart that you broke

was devoted and pure

and it wasn’t just anybody’s heart


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Katharine McPhee- How


they say…

 

get up out of that bed turn the lights on

gotta try to forget where it went wrong

don’t you beat yourself up asking questions

love gonna come your way again

 

they say…

 

step outside of your door let the light in

you never really escape when you’re hiding

all I want is to be set free

from this pain that is haunting me

 

can you tell me how?

when I am broken down and no hope is over

can you tell me how?

too many pieces of my heart too put back together

 

if I could I’d take hold of myself

pull me out of this living hell

can you tell me how?

can you tell me how?

 

they say…

 

if you open your door to the healing

time will take all those scars you’ve been wearing

please don’t tell me how I should be feeling

I’m not sure I even wanna try oh

 

they say…

 

you just gotta let go and move on

you’re only hurting yourself when you hold on

all I want is to lose this pain

every drop of it washed away

 

can you tell me how?

when I am broken down and no hope is over

can you tell me how?

too many pieces of my heart too put back together

 

if I could I’d take hold of myself

pull me out of this living hell

can you tell me how?

can you tell me how?

 

how can I leave this love behind now?

can you tell me how?


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Katharine McPhee- Terrified


you by the light is the greatest fight

in the world full of wrong you’re the thing that’s right

finally made it through the lonely

to the other of side

 

you said again my heart’s emotion

every word feels like a shooting star

I’m at the edge of my emotions

watching the shadows burning in the dark

 

and I am in love and I am terrified

for the first time and the last time

in my only life

 

and this could be good

it’s already better than that

and nothing’s worse than

knowing you’re holding back

I could be all that you need

if you let me try

 

you said again my heart’s emotion

every word feels like a shooting star

I’m at the edge of my emotions

watching the shadows burning in the dark

 

and I am in love and I am terrified

for the first time and the last time

in my only

 

I only said it cause I mean it

I only mean cause it’s true

so don’t you tell what I’ve been dreaming

cause it fills me up and holds me close

whenever I’m without you

 

you said again my heart’s emotion

every word feels like a shooting star

I’m at the edge of my emotions

watching the shadows burning in the dark

 

and I am in love and I am terrified

for the first time and the last time

in my only life

in my only life


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Katharine McPhee- Surrender


my post goes to the moon when I know you’re here

my heart runs to another room when I know you’re near

and they say that you don’t know

what you’ve got ‘til it’s gone

so I’m holding on to you

 

how many lives ‘til I get this one right

‘til I give up the fight and just surrender, surrender

how many days ‘til I love me the way

that you love me, you love me

 

you say I’m beautiful but I just don’t see

you say one day I’ll learn, when will that day be

and they say that you don’t know

what you’ve got ‘til it’s gone

so I’m holding on to you

 

how many lives ‘til I get this one right

‘til I give up the fight and just surrender, surrender

how many days ‘til I love me the way

that you love me, you love me

 

but this life that I see that I’ve laid out before

but it seems incomplete, will I ever see me

the way that I see me through your eyes

what would be your eyes

 

and how many lives ‘til I get this one right

‘til I give up the fight and just surrender, surrender

 

how many lives ‘til I get this one right

‘til I give up the fight and just surrender, surrender

how many days ‘til I love me the way

that you love me, you love me

 

you love me, you love me


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Katharine McPhee- Last Letter


I have a few words in defense of my youth

my thoughts could fill an ocean or two

I was young, I didn’t know what I would stumble into

I had a lot on my mind and there were so many rules

it makes a girl crazy, makes you break a few

but there I go again, acting like it’s my fault

when you’re to blame

 

it makes me happy to use you a little

just to use you a little to write this song

it’s the very last letter to an old lover

to say I’m glad you’re gone

 

I’ve got snapshots of things on my mind

though I left the past you never leave it behind

but I learned and now I know

I don’t need you coming around

 

one thing I should probably say

I got over it all and I surrendered the pain

that's the thing about mistakes

you never see ‘em coming ‘til it’s too late

 

it makes me happy to use you a little

just to use you a little to write this song

it’s the very last letter to an old lover

to say I’m glad

 

sacrifice my happiness, I’m smart enough

to know I’m better off the way it is

 

it makes me happy to use you a little

just to use you a little to write this song

it’s the very last letter to an old lover

to say I’m glad

 

it makes me happy to use you a little

just to use you a little to write this song

it’s the very last letter to an old lover

to say I’m glad you’re gone


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Katharine McPhee- Keep Drivin'


all the memories I have comin’ through

every corner thinking of you

so I keep on driving, driving

keep on driving down the avenue

 

lost in the middle of the night like before

I won’t sleep again ‘til I know where you are

so I keep on driving, keep on driving

keep on driving down the avenue

 

it’s a long way home and I feel undone

how I tried my best not to run

so I keep on driving

keep on driving

 

don’t try to find me just let me go

I don’t even have myself anymore

so I keep on driving, keep on driving

keep on driving down the avenue

 

it’s a long way home and I feel undone

how I tried my best not to run

so I keep on driving

keep on driving

 

there comes a time when hope is lost

but you can still begin again

to stay around would cost too much

I am learning

 

it’s a long way home and I feel undone

how I tried my best not to run

 

it’s a long way home and I feel undone

how I tried my best not to run

so I keep on driving

so I keep on driving